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yeah there hasn't really been much going on lately...
i've been going to school and i can't seem to stay out of trouble at that place. i always find myself alc (alternative learning class), which is like in school detention, i don't know man, i've been there for like, 8 days now...fuckin ridiculous. i've been doing all of my school work though, so its not like i'm really failing, so thats good i guess.
need a job.
i've been scrounging up on what little income i receive for the summertime, and so far i have $100. i need a lot of money for shwag and bonnaroo, so hopefully i can get a job before then or whatever.
i got a new skateboard the other day, i've been skating it all day. i tried a little wider size man, because i hear hey flip better.
lets see what else....nothing really, oh yeah i had my fuckin teeth pulled out and my face is swollen as hell..that is all
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| blegh rant |
[29 Jan 2007|05:20pm] |
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you're wondering where you're at in my updates? well here's one all about you! i mean, you're the only one that really reads my journals anyway. yeah, i'm not good at writing shit like this so bare with me! so, basically i like you...a lot. i'm sure you know this, and i'm sure its annoying. it annoys me too. i don't know, i try to just forget about it but i never can. i can never stop thinking about you. i never stop daydreaming about us and how perfect it would be, then i comeback to reality and want to die. literally. it kills me to think of the odds i'm looking at. i know you use to like me and that never went anywhere.. i feel pretty stupid because of that. this whole scenario drives me fucking insane! i hate living like this, i just want this all to end. you're my best friend and i love you more than anything else in this world...but sometimes i wish we never met, its just too much trouble. i never thought in a million years i'd be this hung over a girl. sometimes death just seems to be the best solution to all of this, i would choose that option over living like this any day...i'm not saying i'm going to commit suicide if you don't go out with me or anything, i'm just sick of being sad. i'm just worried that you'll fall in love while i'm still feeling like this...beccause you know i'm a jealous mother fucker. that probably would kill me, i don't know what i'd do then. i don't think i'll ever get over you. i hate myself.
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| christmas break |
[02 Jan 2007|01:29am] |
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christmas break went by too quick, not that it was fun or anything, it just seemed short. For christmas i got an ipod, a record player, this book on pop culture, and shirts'n'giftcards. my record player won't really work..that sucks.
i've been trying work out, its not going so bad. i just run and do pushups. i hate going to the gym.
new years...celebrated w/ dustin, andrew, and keri...just tokin' our way into 2007. supa fire.
i need to skate more.
school's starting back. research paper due this month. oh what a mess!
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[22 Nov 2006|12:51am] |
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there is a lamp, yet there is no light.
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[13 Nov 2006|10:42pm] |
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don't feel like i'm home.
feel like i'm alone.
.........i need somebody to lean on
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[16 Apr 2006|03:04am] |
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what's the point?
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[04 Mar 2006|01:19pm] |
i'm so sick of being neglected, ditched, flodged out, and shit on by my so called friends.
as far as i'm concerned, i have no real friends, i'm completely alone.
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[25 Feb 2006|02:59pm] |
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i got a new phone, give me your numbers
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[12 Feb 2006|10:23am] |
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i'm really starting to lose patience with my brother...
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[02 Feb 2006|10:24pm] |
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friends only.
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